Crawling in my skin. The wounds they will not heal

Mourning for Chester Benningtons suicide.
Singer of Linkin Park,
Victims of children’s rape

Depression is a disease, I read in the press.This is true.That is why Chester Bennington, singer of the band Linkin Park, is not to blame if he committed suicide.He is a victim of a serious mental illness.

Depression is a disease, I read in the press.This is true.That is why Chester Bennington, singer of the band Linkin Park, is not to blame if he committed suicide.He is a victim of a serious mental illness.

I just have to contradict a little.It’s much worse.Depression is not a disease that falls from the sky.It has causes.In short, the facts: Psychiatry distinguishes endogenous and exogenous depression.Endogenous depression is said to originate from brain chemistry and have no external cause.I think that’s a little wrong.People do not always talk about what they depress.Exogenous depression comes from external causes, such as: child abuse, rape, bullying, suppression by the state, Hartz IV, unemployment, poverty, debt, which can ultimately lead to suicide.

At Chester Bennington, a cause was clearly stated: He was a victim of child rape at the age of 11 by a friend of his father.He spoke openly about it.He also talked about the fact that he had never gotten over it and that he had cost him his self-confidence.

The experience is almost as described in the hit of the band Linkin Park:

Crawling

„Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There’s something inside me
That pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear
Is never ending, controlling

I can’t seem to find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence)
(I’m convinced that there’s)
(Just too much pressure to take)
I’ve felt this way before so insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled
Itself upon me distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It’s haunting how I can’t seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence)
(I’m convinced that there’s)
(Just too much pressure to take)
I’ve felt this way before so insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real

There’s something inside me
That pulls beneath the surface
Consuming
(Confusing what is real)
This lack of self control I fear
Is never ending, controlling
(Confusing what is real)“

 

The song coined the life-feeling of a generation born in the 70s, with a very high darkness of child abuse victims.
This explains the often suicidal music of many bands.

Children’s rape leads you into the abyss.Therapists can very often not understand what is happening with the patients.The RapeCulture and its belligerency policy prevents understanding and help for the victims.Too big is the interpretation power of pedophiles, who can assert to all serious 11 year old underage girls would rape them in their sleep to get pregnant!

Victim-perpetrators -guide is the main feature of the defenders of rapists.

As the press puts it, it plays a not insignificant role in blaming a small innocent girl who, because of her age, has no interest in sexuality at all.It is pre-pubertal and should not have a hint of something like that.If such a thing happens, the adult supervisors are responsible and no one else.It is bad that these foundations are obviously not available in the press.There are probably many pedophile friends there.Victims do not have a lobby.

Children rape leads to such a severe trauma that many do not survive.

The life expectancy of child abuse victims is 54 years.
Psychostress, drug addiction and suicide are the direct consequences.

Drug addiction, depression and suicide were also the consequences for Chester Bennington.

One can truly say that a depression is not a mental illness, but a psychological injury, which Chester Bennington was added by a criminal act, namely a children’s reprisal.

For me, Chester Bennington’s child violator is guilty of his death.There is a very slow and cruel path of suffering of the victims, many of whom are breaking and dying.A suicide is a classic sequel to a child rape.The victims can fight for a very long time, but sometimes the remaining suffering of bloodshed cuts is unbearable.

“Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal

Fear is how I fall

Confusing what is real “

Chester Bennington is a death sacrifice of the Pädomisos (boy-hater is not a pedophile (boy’s love)).

And a suicide like this is, in my opinion, an indirect one

Murder by a child rapist.

RIP Chester Bennington.

Thank you for the wonderful music.

Hearty condolences to the children,
Members and friends of Chester Bennington

In the End:

© July, 27 .2017 Author: Mrs. Juliane Arnold. Stuttgart, Germany.
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